How much it means

Isnt it funny how now that you have kids you dont realize truly what it means to just use the bathroom in peace..........it doesnt happen. I dont ever get to sit down and pee for two seconds without having some little person peeking in on me like I am running away or maybe the toliet will make me disappear.....who knows. ...

I have forgotten what its like to sleep in, or sleep for that matter, anymore I would take two hours over nothing, but most of the time I settle for nothing minus 85 hours and counting. (no really!)

I have forgotten what its like to go to the grocery store without having a little one in the buggy or grabbing things off the shelf......driving me crazy!!!

I have forgotten what it is like to not pick up toys, clothes, and make 3 beds every morning, do 3 loads of laundry in a day and still find some sanity left in me to get a shower and actually fix my hair ( and atleast hope for the makeup).

Whats even funnier is that I wouldnt trade any of this for all the money in the world .......

Friends

Well today I read a certain blog that caught my eye. It touched my heart and made me cry. For years I had never known why we grew apart, why things ended so suddenly, and what happened. Now it all makes sense, 10 years later, it all makes sense. We were best friends, inseparable, probably would have shared underwear if you let us, we even had the same birthday. Got into way more things that we ever should have !!!! But then it stopped and our lives went different ways. We went to school and got married and had kids..........but not together, not this time. Never knew why. I always thought about you and you never left my heart. I still love you just like you were my bestest friend more than a decade ago.

I hate finding out things about someone when you cant do anything about it at all. I hate to see people suffer, hurt, cry, or be in pain. I just want to say ...............
I'm sorry Amy .................................... love ya!